Second and third posts

I'm writing now the second and the third texts I wrote here when the blog didn't exist yet.

"October, 23rd,
I'm a bit thoughtful tonight. Sometime I believe I spend to much time thinking about the future, or simply thinking. For example, I'm writing for my blog which doesn't exist! I hope I'll have internet soon...I have an horrible feeling: I think I'm not doing enough for my future. I want to attend the workshop of the New York Film Academy in three years but I'm not improving my english. I want to become a good actress but I'm not attending any course of theatre. I'm not satisfied with my appearence but I'm not doing any sport. I'm doing nothing! I don't want to waste time in this way, I must do something, I must begin to do something. I don't believe in myself enough and I know it's wrong, but I hope I'll be able to do all I want in the better way that is possible. I'm very tired, because I have travelled all day to come back here after going at home last friday, so I'll go to bed now. I must try to think less about the future and more about the present. I'm sorry because I can't write now all my thoughts, but I'll do it soon. For the moment, good night!"

GRAMMAR NOTES
horrible has the H;
sensation is a word that refers to a feeling which comes from five senses; on the contrary, the word feeling means emotion;
theatre has only one H;
to be satisfied WITH;

"October, 24th
Sometime it's so boring here. Well, actually I should do a lot of things, but I'm tired, bored and insicure about everything. I think I just have to get used to this new life, which is so different from my past life: everything is new, the school, the people, the house, and I have to get new habits, a new routine. The courses organized by CIMES - the department of music and drama of the university - are going to star next week, but now I don't know anything about them, yet. I hope they are free! In this period it is very cold here, and it isn't very pleasant to go out. It also often rains. I'm reading "Harry potter and the philosopher's stone" in english, hoping that it will improve my language, meanwhile I'm still looking for a course. It isn't easy to find a good course which isn't too expensive! I'll try to write something every evening, I can't write a lot because in the evening I'm always very tired, but I'll do all my best. Maybe it will be useful, anyway. I should copy some notes now, or I should start to read something to prepare the exam of Philosophy and Estetic of music. I'll do it in november and I haven't stardet to study, yet! However, it is a bit late; I'll just read some pages and then I'll sleep. Good night, my dear blog which doesn't exist."