OCTOBER 25th

Today my principal thought is: "I NEED MONEY". I have realised that living alone isn't cheap. For the moment I'm not good enough at acting to hope I'll do it in the future as my job, but every theatral course is too expensive and I actually don't know what to do. I should work, but where could I look for a job? I don't have any experience, and everyone wants people with experience. I hope I'll find work in a shopping mall for the Christmas period. This evening I'm also worried about my boyfriend David: I've just spoken with him by mobile phone and he seemed to be...far, and a bit cold. I can't explain, he was just strange. I hope it's all ok...he is the most important people in my life. Well, I'll copy some notes now -.- see you tomorrow!